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I went around that obstacle by attending affordable zoom meetings, free support groups, borrowing books and journaling, squeezing in the occasional therapy intensive when I could. Like many people, there was never enough money for all the therapy I needed. Survivors must use every weapon in the arsenal and it must be aimed directly at the breach in our souls. Support groups, therapy, youtube videos, friends, AA, NA, Al-Anon, church, no church, prayer, meditation, exercise, yoga, retreats, reading, journaling, talking, talking, talking, listening, listening, listening, relaxation exercises, deep breathing, knowledge and more. “If my only option is death, then what do I have to lose? What if I throw everything I can think of at this problem?” It would be better to be dead than to be in such miserable distress.” Many times I mulled over the thought of suicide, and then this thought occurred. After years of suffering, I remember sitting alone one day and thinking, “I cannot live like this. I know what it feels like to want to die-and mean it. I must live with everything that happened and everything that will never be.įor the trauma survivor, life is not a warm fuzzy journey of healing. For me, the longing for home has been a physical all-consuming yearning that can never be fulfilled. Simply put, trauma alters the trajectory of your entire life. It drives you to act in ways that violate yourself. Trauma impacts every important relationship and tries to take away all the good things you are. The sorrow that comes from being unloved, and the devastation of knowing the people you want to love most, are out to destroy you, is inexpressible. The heartbreak is so severe, the anger so overpowering, the injustice so outrageous, it feels utterly incapacitating.Ībuse alters the way you live and move in the world. The devastation wrought by childhood abuse makes you think change is impossible. Our abusers are no longer in charge and we can choose to heal. I’ve spent a lot of time emphasizing self-empowerment in my blogs. “You survived the past, but no one can rescue you now except yourself.
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He concluded his enlightenment with these words. My therapist went on to suggest that first, I was a hero for simply surviving. I had never once thought of myself that way. “Yes, I guess I have always thought of him like that. “You described him as a navy seal-a rescuer.” “It’s well written don’t you think?” I was sure he would be impressed. I took the opportunity to fish for a compliment. He finally came to the end and looked up. I smiled to myself as I watched my therapist read the assignment he had given me. Together, we moved through the house without a sound. Intent on drawing any rage my parents might be brewing, he crept down the hall as I followed, carefully placing each tip-toed step in silence.